Just like Heaven (kanny)

[Ashes]

Maybe I shouldn't be a blonde I thought to myself? Maybe it would be more cool If I were to dye my hair Black. No Black would make me look Emo. I didn't need that I honestly didn't want to look like that. I definitely did not cut, and it kind of disgusted me. Look at what they did to themselves? They shouldn't do that to themselves, Go get help! You shouldn't be all alone in this world you had to have some kind of family of sorts. I did although my parents were not my biological ones.

I'd rather die than see my real parents again? They were a real nightmare from what I can remember. I was very young then but I still can remember it. I especially remember my father when he abused me. My Mother just stood their and watched my father, probably not knowing what to do. I knew she loved me but I didn't love her. She should have helped me instead she had just watched and sometimes cried when she saw me cry in misery. I think she abandoned me on the streets was only because she didn't want me hurting anymore.

It still did hurt having no home but I know she was only trying to protect me. I will always thank her for that but I will never forgive her for just standing there and watching. Somehow I know that she did that out of love somehow knowing I'd find a better home. I really don't know what to think about my mother anymore. I will always hate my father though for what he had done to me. It probably explains how I turned out? A slut who's only interest really was men.

It didn't bother me though I just couldn't control myself. My adoptive parents I'd have to admit are ashamed of me. But who's to blame? Me or my father who had sexually abused me but That all stopped when I turned eight. The reason why I moved here was because the place looked like heaven. for me at least And the most perfect place was the beach. I was wear a Bikini which showed off my abs. Funny that I had them But I did, Which was kind of cool.

[Kanchana]

Jongen Partij marched his way down the beach, his instrument held carefully in his hands as he stummed it quietly, humming to himself.

"I need another story,
Something to get off my chest,
My life gets kind of boring,
Something that I can confess....."

He strummed that last few keys, smiling to himself. This song could go somewhere, if he had someone to listen to. Swinging the gutair back over his shoulder, he pulled a beer from his pocket and continued walking down the sandy beach, throwing a glup back every few steps.
Maybe he'd get lucky tonight. He needed to find another girl.

He paused, seeing a very good looking gal standing beside the water. She was wearing a revleing bikini which showed off her abs, a tight top which made her breasts 'pop'.
Just the kind of girl he was looking for.
"Night sweetie!" he called, heading over with a lift of his drink in greeting "names Jongen, but something as pretty as you can call me Jon."
He flashed her a wink, grey eyes running over her body and he felt himself get excited. He swore this could be the one.


OOC: This is the song he is 'working' on XD
www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHm9MG9xw1o

[Ashes]

I was surprised with myself That I wasn't out partying. That was something I usually did almost every night. Tonight I wasn't invited to one I wasn't in High school anymore. I apparently didn't belong to the so called popularity anymore.

I was eighteen and I should be heading to college next year but I didn't want to go. I found no reason why I had to I'd just be a waitress or something like that. Who would care about me anyways?

I turned my head to hear someone speaking to me. I smirked why would this person be here at this time of day. He was actually quite sexy I thought to myself.

" Hello! My name Is Vivvene or someone as sexy as you can call me Viv."

I laughed to myself as I mocked him well sort of.

[Kanchana]

He laughed, a handsome rich sound, and fell into a heap upon the soft sands, pulling her down beside him and pulling another beer from his pocket, undoing the cap with his teeth and handing it to her.
"There you go Viv," he grinned, throwing back the rest of his own and allowed the bottle to drop to the floor.

He looked over at her, allowing his grey eyes to roam over her perfect, thin body.
"So, sexy thing, whatcha doing out here at this time of night?" he asked, eye brow raised in question.

[Ashes]

I giggled as he pulled me down on to the soft beady sand. It's been awhile since I had a beer I thought to myself. I even forgot the taste, I've been having to much Bloody mary's. I took The beer from him, I smiled Politely at him.

" Thanks Just what I needed!"

Bending over to wipe off some Beer that had spilled. It gave him the perfect view of my breasts. I sat back of straight smirking a little bit. My almost perfect Blonde hair, it almost looked white sort of glowed in the dark.

" No Reason."

[Kanchana]

He laughed, a natural sound and pulled the guatair onto his lap, strumming quietly as she drank her beer.
His orbs widened slightly as she lent over, but forced himself to stay in control and concetraed on the gutair.

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

He stummed the last few chords, his words a bare mumbled as he completely forgot about his company. It was often when he beame lost in the music, but it wasnt often when it was in the company of a very hot female.

[Ashes]

" That's a Nice tune, Did you make it up? I really like it."

I smiled noticing that he forgot that I was even there. I frowned I wasn't getting the attention I deserved. It was nothing that I could help though, I didn't like it when I didn't get any attention.

I guess that was the type of person I was. It wasn't like I was ashamed of this, why should I? Guys always seemed to Notice me. I was often hit on and I couldn't say I didn't like it because I did.

[Kanchana]

Fingers thrummed the wooden case and the man nodded slowly.
"Yeah, been trying to think of how to finish it," he smiled, suddenly turning to the task at hand. Tonight, he would have her, he decided.

He lifted the strap over his head, resting the instrument on the ground and shifted to his knees before her, staring into her eyes with a sexy look.
"Well Viv, you got any plans tonight?" he asked, hand smoothing her cheek with a wicked grin "cause if you don't...I might have something on its way."
He lent in slightly, lips kissing her neck and his teeth tugged lightly at her ear lope as if to tell her a small part of what could happen if she went with him.

[Ashes]

I smiled ignoring the dizzy feeling you get when you're getting drunk. It happened to me quite often so I was used to it by now. It usually happened when I was out partying. I was sometimes labeled as a Insensitive careless person.

I didn't care though, it was what made me popular. I sighed as he removed the guitar from over his shoulders. I smirked looking at him giving him a sexy look.

" If I were I'd usually be at a party by now."

I rolled my eyes as he leaned over towards me. I giggled helplessly, knowing what he wanted. I was going to give it to him I decided to myself. I smirked as he tugged on my earlobe, at that point I pulled his face to kiss him.

[Kanchana]

"Oh?" he raised an eyebrow with a cocky grin, his muscled arms pulling her towards him.
With a single, fluid movement, he pulled her lightweight into his arms and carried her towards his car. It seemed tonight he would be getting lucky, but that didn't mean he would be willing to do it on the beach. All that sand....well it wasn't something he ever wanted to do again.
Wrapping her legs around his waist, he carried her on one side and his guitar on the other.
Lips locked to his, he made his way towards the black ute and dropped her gently onto the passneger seat before hurrying around to his side.
"My place," he breathed "or yours?"
His fingers traced the outline of her cheek, tracing the little mark he had left there.

[Ashes]

Smiling I kept my lips locked with his.
Wrapping my leg around his waist.
I was a natural I thought
to myself.

You don't know what you're in
for I thought to myself.
Having done this
before.

Almost always Men were surprised
How good I was. Sighing deeply
as he set me down
in the car.

It was better than being in
the sand I kept telling
myself.

" Your place." I looked at him
smirking. Why would
It be my place.

In a lot of cases I ended up
staying at the man's
place. It wasn't
by habit to.

[Kanchana]

He started the car with a nod, his hand sitting in her lap and slowly getting closer to her center. He could please a girl, he knew enough.
His eyes danced across her face, half hidden by the shadows of the moon.
"My place it is," he said huskily, aleady feeling the ache.